A new beginning

[Steph [TDO]]

I just though i had to write some explications here for some of you.

As you can see, i'm not very present these time on FNF...
I'm sorry, but life isn't always happy and i just need some time to recover the passion i had.

To be honest, i haven't train very seriously for months and had no fun to do it...
Work, studies, girlfriend, etc... i just had too much pressure and i just failed. I just loose myself.

I just broke up with my Girlfreind and make a big review of my life.
I just wasn't strong enough and stupid... slowly i loose what makes myself.

About my girlfriend, there is no problem at all. It's just better this way.
Just a little complicated because we will still live together during some times as friends.

But now, i know what i really want, what i always wanted.
I will work hard to reach it. I will never loose myself again, i don't want to fail again.
Training will be more important than ever.

Training is what makes me happy. Doing live performances, meeting great people, working hard,...
This is what i want! I already have a lot of projects, for me and my crew.

I will be busy but i will try to be more present on FNF too.

[Galford Weller]

Hey Steph! Relax bro, this kind of things happens quite often, the important thing is what you can learn from the experience.

Of course I can't pretend to know how does it feels right now, how do YOU feel the situation, as everyone is different, but in the end, everyone has to live dark months, many times in life.

But you will always have a lot of people around you that cares about you. Family, friends, etc.
So they will lend you a hand whenever you need it, no matter how busy you are.

So Steph, take a long breath and keep walking. If life tries to strike you agaiin, just pick up your chucks and knock it down!!! 

Cheers up, bro. Keep it up 

[Steph [TDO]]

Thank you for your kind words bro'!
But the problem isn't that i loose my girlfriend, the real problem is that i loose myself, my passion during all this time.
Now, even if it's a bit complicated, i'm better! I know what i want.

[Marcus Patricius]

Like Galford said Steph, that kind of things happens quite often. Just make sure that you won't give in to it.
PAINS are normal as long as you have the "Positive Attitude In Negative Situations"

I'm really glad you're active in training again, because before the end of the year I want to have 1 on 1 battle with you, hehehe.... 

[OSN999]

I know what i want.

And that is a good thing to recognize 

[christ uzumaki]

Life will find way in many ways.....you have to look inside yourself,you know what is the best for you 

[Misterpink1986]

Sometimes we have to leave our path to find out which one is the right for us.

You took a break - tried something else - found out it's nothing for you - you're back ! ! !

I would call it self-discovery... Just another step on your stairway to heaven 

[psionics]

"hope" is endless - keep the fire burning in you bro.. we are the soldier of our time..


movie recommendation: The Shawshank Redemption (1994)

[Gomartgo]

go get what you want Steph... nothing ever stops us but ourselves.. just do what you need to do and hapiness will find you again.. take care Steph!!!


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[camzu]

C'est pas toujours facile de trouver un bon équilibre entre petite amie, travail, développement personnel ...
La connaissance de soi est le chemin de toute une vie !
Je te souhaite bonne chance pour ce nouveau départ   

[Steph [TDO]]

Thank you everyone for your words.
But there is no problem at all, i'm not sad, i'm even more alive than ever.

[christ uzumaki]

Great..let your spirit keep on alive